Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in suzambo's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
10:00 am	time for another update I'm finally updating again. school is over. summer is great. and i don't want school to start. peace. i'm out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
4:38 pm	I can't believe that almost a year has gone by since i graduated highschool. I never thought that I would be where I am today. I think back on my life and I hope that I made my parents proud. heehee. ok so no more of this sentimental crap. So is it possible to love piano but hate being a music major? Cuz I do. Theory is a freaking pain in the ass. I hate voice leading. I hate ear training. but i love playing my instrument. It's a powerful mofo. I can't wait for the summer. So I have a question for you all Do you guys remember what you wanted to be when you grew up when you were 5 years old? do you still want to be that? how come you don't want to anymore? i'm outtie. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
5:47 pm	WHAAAT? oh what the..i'm updating livejournal. i eat like a monster. i have to stop eating like a monster. even my friends commented on how much i ate. blah! i haven't practiced yet and i have a lesson tomorrow. YIKES. oh well. haha. i have a headache. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
11:22 pm	meet the parents Oh Dear God…thank you…you are such a good God to us and such a kind and gentle and accommodating God. And we thank you, oh sweet lord of hosts for the smorgasbord you have so aptly laid at our table this day and each day by day, day by day by day. Oh dear lord, three things we pray…to love thee more dearly, to see thee more clearly, to follow thee more nearly, day by day by day…Amen -Ben Stiller, Meet the Parents ahahaha most hilar movie. ben stiller and will ferril are genius! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
10:37 am	hohoho okay so my bad mood passed. heehee. money is evil. it made me evil. came back from serving at my church jr high retreat. so awesome. i wish i went to school closer to home. but i'm coming home every weekend somehow. the Lord provideth. haha. i really don't miss santa barbara. i don't ever wanna go back. i wish asche would teach somewhere closer to home and then i could follow him. damn. oh well. haha. i miss patty and rooms though (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
6:17 pm	merry f-en christmas. Current Mood: aggravated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 3rd, 2004
10:48 pm	weeeeee This has been a good week back after a good thanksgiving weekend. But seriosly thursday's performance class was awesome. it put the awe in some!! hahaha. i am proud of asche's studio. hee hee. Everyone brings something different. i love it. i am so blessed. i feel content. i am soooo looking forward to winter break!!!!!!!!! and for finals to be freaking over. who is the idiot that thought that uc's should be on the quarter system? i wanna sock them in the nuts and make sure they could never reproduce ever again. of if it's a girl, then sock them in face and mutilate it. ick. whatev i love socks. and milkis. it makes my heart happy sharon's computer is making scary noises. good luck with finals! GOOD LUCK WITH JURIES ba na na naaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. do not argue. the greatest joke! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
6:37 pm	Random I love Brian McKnight Jude Law is beautiful Kate Beckinsale is gorgeous I will marry Clay Aiken Lil Jon is the greatest. YAYUH~ WHAT?! I love my mom's foooooood Jazz piano is HOT I hate stupid people The Lakers will prevail Kobe Bryant is a wangster, but he's hot. and good (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 18th, 2004
2:52 pm	loverly I had a kick ass lesson with Asche yesterday. All my hard work paid off and that lesson only motivated me to practice harder cuz i wanted more lessons like that one. hahaha. i felt like a little girl skipping through a field of wild flowers. After the lesson he was all, "I really hope you stick with it. I sense a fighter in you." He said that i was ahead of the other freshman in terms of technique and stuff. :) and i feel my passion coming back. i guess i was going through a dryspell or something. but anypoop. i can't wait until i go home for the break next week. i think i'm gonna go home tuesday night or something. cuz i don't care about class on wednesday. it's only theory and musicianship, but i'm gonna practice at home. i'm going home next week foos! (Comment on this)
Friday, November 12th, 2004
10:41 am	survye thing I'll do it. Fine! cuz my familia did it. TEN Random Things About Me 10. I have an intense fear of wild animals 09. Bacon is my vice. yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 08. I also have a fear of lady bugs cuz they are just too damn freaky 07. I love Clay Aiken. love love lovelove 06. I stress out way too easily and i always have this guilty conscience thing floating in the back of my head 05. I cry way too easily. even in like halmark comercials and stuff 04. According to roomie, i wake up at random times and ask if it's time for school.wth?? 03. I have a grape fettish. I love grape everything. 02. I'm obsessed with Kate Beckinsale cuz she is too pretty for life. low self esteem. haha 01. I get cold really easily NINE Places I've Visited 09. Washington DC 08. DisneyWorld!!!!!!!!! 07. Utah 06. Arizona 05. Las Vegas 04. Korea 03. San Francisco 02. San Diego 01. Tijuana EIGHT Things I want to do before I die 08. Spread the word of God 07. This is something i want to see before I die...to see all nations coming together to praise God 06. Another want to see before i die: To have North Korea liberated and missionaries being able to enter freely there 05. Get my PHD...in anything... 04. Be in a movie 03. Make a difference in the world..even if only in my small town 02. play a Rachmaninoff piano concerto....perhaps the 2nd one?? my hands too small for 3 01. Fall in love and get married and have children and live happily ever after...hahaha SEVEN Ways to win my heart 07. Be a Godly man with a burning passion for the Lord :) 06. Have a good sense of humor 05. Be sensitive but not too sensitive where everything makes you cry 04. Be goofy and dorky 03. smart 02. play musical instruments...but music is not their career. 01. Just love God..everything else falls into place after that. SIX Things I believe in 06. God. 05. The cross 04. the power of prayer 03." there is that one perfect person out there who completes you" charlotte from sex and the city 02. music 01. hope FIVE Things I'm afraid of 05. God 04. my mom passing away 03. being alone for the rest of my sad pathetic life 02. failure 01. DR ASCHE FOUR of my Favorite Items in my bedroom: 04. My apple Powerbook G4....damn it..they are coming out with the G5 03. Hot Cheetoes 02. Bed 01. Bible. precious book THREE Things I do everyday 03. My quiet times...i try to do everyday 02. Go to the bathroom 01. sleep/talk to my mom (i should practice and study everyday....but i don't) hee hee TWO Things I am trying not to do right now: 02. think about piano 01. sleep ONE Person I want to see right now: 01. I just wanna go back home and see everyone there. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 11th, 2004
3:28 pm	Start Again OKay. I'll do this again. Whatev. I feel like my life is going down the drain. I just don't know anymore mang. Roomie is my roomie. hahaha. Only if you are a roomie then you'll understand it. I hate Dr. Asche. He makes me feel incompentent. He's too serious. He scares the crap out of me. Serio. WHenever i see him i wanna shit in my pants. Patty and i were talking and like, we were like, it's gotten to a point where we almost idolize him. This is stupid. I should fear GOd more than i fear asche..right now he is the scariest thing out there. and he's ugly. maybe i'm just bitter because no matter what i do, even though i try my freaking best to do what he says, it's never right. !@##$%. how come i can never get it right. and i'm too prideful to ask anyone for help. what is my problem. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 1st, 2004
4:47 pm	no more ehh~ i decided i don't wanna live journal anymore. i don't feel like updating and i guess i'll just stick to xanga.heehee bye bye. haha. not that anyone even reads this anyways (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
3:10 pm	bored i didn't practice piano yesterday. arg. i need to get off my lazy ass if i wanna go anywhere. i dunno what to say. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
10:37 pm	brand new i am slowly venturing out of the xanga world. just kidding. i'm just gonna have two online journals i guess. people outside our dorm are being crazy and i'm gonna bust a cap in in hurr. so yea. hi!!!! Current Mood: bored Current Music: clay aiken (5 Comments |Comment on this)